You Could Be Happy

"You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

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That last post was my 150th post on this blog. This blog was started as a suggestion by a family member because my other blog, "Aimless Blog," was so political. Since then, I have gone on to create many blogs, many of which I am still updating which you will find on the bar above. I currently am spending most of my time on my television blog.

All of my blogs have gone through metamorphoses that basically changed the direction of the blog. I spent much time on Facebook where I have a wonderful group of "friends."  The interaction with them has increased my political awareness 100 fold. I spent some time doing graphics for one political group on Facebook.

 While my blogs have suffered from all the irons I have in the fire (I am also currently writting an e-book and much more intent upon the enjoyment of life), I still feel as if my blogging shows the transitions that have happened in my life better than any other format.

Thank you for reading.